OHYES, IM GETTING BETTER ALR. hoho. hafta edit the previous entry, today. mhm,IM SORRY; I LIED.
I went out, despite having sore eyes, to go help and complete whats left undone. HOHO. Im sorry, too, if anyone were to get infected with sore eyes, later in the day, or coming days. &only HANLYN, the mad, truly wishes to get infected. SIAOOO, i would say.
My eye's still hurting, up till now. no signs of itchness, but still can see the redness in it. DAMN, WHEN IS IT GOING TO GET BETTER?! $@#%&&^(!^*&*)%!@#
FORCA, NELLY FURTADO.
It is the passion flowing right on through your veins And it's the feeling that you're oh so glad you came It is the moment you remember you're alive It is the air you breathe, the element, the fire It is that flower that you took the time to smell It is the power that you know you got as well It is the fear inside that you can overcome This is the orchestra, the rhythm and the drum
kay, im still sorry that i lied to YOU. (hehs, different story!(:)
CHECKBACKAGAIN,LEAVEATAG(i'ld buy you sweets! hehs!)*,TILLAGAIN- [and when terms and conditions apply!(:<]
IM REALLY SORRY, FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE,AND GET THERE TO DO THE PROPS THINGY WITH YOU GUYS! Im really really sorry, aight! ):
now, i've lost my DOUBLE EYELIDS! BOTH EYES somemore! O:< YEAH, I WONDER WHYYYY, TOO! my eyes swell up and now they're like a slit on my face, and is horribly red. BAHHHS!): I SWEAR I LOOK LIKE A FREAK NOW. D:<
wahlaoeh; my double eyelids are my pride okay! !#$^*%@#%(!$ OKAY, SHUT UP CHERYL, DONT CONTINUE. -.-"
kay, i shall emo my day away, and trying to complete the rest of my homework. BOOO): Maybe your touch might cure me-
It took me quite a while, to generate and to sort it all out. &If we were to do that "letter-writing-because-im-sorry" again, like we did on last friday, i will have to write to the whole class, trust me.
IM SORRY, that it've been some time. I know, im in the wrong, to treat you so unkindly, and with such hostility. But, im still going to say it here, no matter how ugly it may seem.
I just hate the way that you ALWAYS INTERUPT ME WHEN IM SPEAKING TO SOMEBODY. You're pissing me off, whenever you does that. Yes, we may be drifting apart. And, maybe its just because, i've spent more time with THEM than you. I have been there, with THEM through the darkest period of the year. (I've been spending more time with them, nowadays, then with my usual circle of friends, you may realise.) I know you wanted to be with us, but something, someone, somehow disallowed your presence. I know. that's not what you wanted. But, really, if you were to be there, i doubt our relationship will improve. Pherhaps, it'll continue to drift even more. Please, dont blame me. Because of this problem of yours, and me, personally, disliking the way you are, have turned everything sour.
I dont hate you, really. It's been 2years plus. Anyone would be fed up if they were me. I dont blame you, really. Its not your fault. Its just the way you are, and no one can change you, as everyone is unique. Each and everyone is unique,i choose to believe that. I DONT BLAME YOU, REALLY, AND I DONT EXPECT ANYTHING, SERIOUSLY. Let's keep things in the distance, shall we?
OHYEAH, the part where i mentioned that i'll have to apologise to everyone? HAHA, here goes:
IM SORRY, to everyone in 3SYNERGY, because Cheryl have been sucha fake. Its not the real Cheryl that you see, nowadays, in school. Please, do not give up on her. I know that she's already trying her best to find the real HER back. PLEASE, DO GIVE HER SOME TIME, WHERE SHE CAN GET HERSELF BACK, AND WORK IT WITH YOU GUYS.
IM SORRY, to everyone that have been in contact with me, nowadays, too. I have been putting up huge, yet fake smiles to everyone, acting as if im really happy when im not and is trying to make it as though im happy to please everyone. IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT ALREADY. IM SORRY.
&im not going to break down for anything. Im going to be strong, as to get back the real CHERYL back into ACTION. Thank you, PEOPLEFROMB., you guys have been real awesome. I dont know why, but you people sure know the way to make me laugh(geninuely,from the inside) so hard that it hurts like hell, and sure know how to make me happy (genuinely).
OHYEAH,I hafta thank my SECTION too. They're one awesome lot of people, i know. esp. XINRUI AND JIEYI with their non-stop hits of the talking of me and russell. EHEHEH, NOT TRUE, OKAY! HAIYOOOO. .__________." &THANKYOU RUSSELL, you sure're one retard. EH, BE HONOURED LAAH. YOUR RETARDED STYLE OF SPEAKING.
THANKYOU, to those, who helped making me happy whether genuinely or not, and those i know who cared for me. I LOVE YOU GUYS, REALLY!:D
OMG, it skipped a beat just now. the horrors of the horrors. ANYWAY, SERIOUSLY HOPED THAT YOU'RE NOT ANGRY WITH ME. A GEEK WILL ALWAYS SAY: STUDIES FIRST. and, Im the GUAIKIA of the century!:D
Sorry luh. Im been still in love with MIKA. Please dont tell me that he's GAY OR WHATEVER cus' I seriously dont mind gay mens! and i think only HE knows that I dont mind gay mens, haha! NOW IM MAKING IN PUBLIC! LOL:D
ANY OTHER WORLD - MIKA.
Smile like you mean it And let yourself let go
BOO, HAVE TO GO OUT ALR. AND OH, SORRY, PEOPLE (THE USUALS) THAT I COULDNT MAKE IT TODAY WITH YOU GUYS!because I've to make a choice. Is either today's or monday's batch gathering.IM SORRY, BUT WILL BE SEEING YOU GUYS ON MONDAY!
TAGREPLIES: LEEANN: I have done nothing!:D haha, WELCOMES!:D
436th post. I've decided that I'll move to another domain or smth, like LJ or xanga, or smth, when I've reach my 500th post in blogger, and on FAITHWINGZ.BLGSPT.COM. Who knows?! I might end up not changing/migrating/switching/moving/flying away to some other domain, when I've reached my 500th post in blogger. Who knows?!
OH! MAYBE I WONT CHANGE, IF BLOGGER'S LIKE NORMAL, THE NEXT TIME I BLOG. HOW 'BOUT THAT?! :D
Sectionals with Zat today. Was good, I'ld say. At least Omisoka sounds better now. Esp, the bar 15-16 part. OMG, I didnt know that it could work that well. (:
I tried to pay attention durng Geog today. I CANT! WAS SOOOO SLEEPY, when Mdm Sorbet went out to the staff-room to check smth, my head drooped down and before i knew it, i was sleeping alr. D:
Sorry, Mdm Sorbet; We all knew that you have high hopes for our class, but it's beyond our means. And yes, Geography was the only one subject that I felt REAL guilty when i failed the subject. Im sorry, sorry, and SORRY. Maybe sorry, is the only thing, other than working harder, that i can do, for now. D':
And, i shall get back to my LORMS marking. hehs. Check back again, Tillagain!
