It took me quite a while, to generate and to sort it all out. &If we were to do that "letter-writing-because-im-sorry" again, like we did on last friday, i will have to write to the whole class, trust me.
IM SORRY, that it've been some time. I know, im in the wrong, to treat you so unkindly, and with such hostility. But, im still going to say it here, no matter how ugly it may seem.
I just hate the way that you ALWAYS INTERUPT ME WHEN IM SPEAKING TO SOMEBODY. You're pissing me off, whenever you does that. Yes, we may be drifting apart. And, maybe its just because, i've spent more time with THEM than you. I have been there, with THEM through the darkest period of the year. (I've been spending more time with them, nowadays, then with my usual circle of friends, you may realise.) I know you wanted to be with us, but something, someone, somehow disallowed your presence. I know. that's not what you wanted. But, really, if you were to be there, i doubt our relationship will improve. Pherhaps, it'll continue to drift even more. Please, dont blame me. Because of this problem of yours, and me, personally, disliking the way you are, have turned everything sour.
I dont hate you, really. It's been 2years plus. Anyone would be fed up if they were me. I dont blame you, really. Its not your fault. Its just the way you are, and no one can change you, as everyone is unique. Each and everyone is unique,i choose to believe that. I DONT BLAME YOU, REALLY, AND I DONT EXPECT ANYTHING, SERIOUSLY. Let's keep things in the distance, shall we?
OHYEAH, the part where i mentioned that i'll have to apologise to everyone? HAHA, here goes:
IM SORRY, to everyone in 3SYNERGY, because Cheryl have been sucha fake. Its not the real Cheryl that you see, nowadays, in school. Please, do not give up on her. I know that she's already trying her best to find the real HER back. PLEASE, DO GIVE HER SOME TIME, WHERE SHE CAN GET HERSELF BACK, AND WORK IT WITH YOU GUYS.
IM SORRY, to everyone that have been in contact with me, nowadays, too. I have been putting up huge, yet fake smiles to everyone, acting as if im really happy when im not and is trying to make it as though im happy to please everyone. IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT ALREADY. IM SORRY.
&im not going to break down for anything. Im going to be strong, as to get back the real CHERYL back into ACTION. Thank you, PEOPLEFROMB., you guys have been real awesome. I dont know why, but you people sure know the way to make me laugh(geninuely,from the inside) so hard that it hurts like hell, and sure know how to make me happy (genuinely).
OHYEAH,I hafta thank my SECTION too. They're one awesome lot of people, i know. esp. XINRUI AND JIEYI with their non-stop hits of the talking of me and russell. EHEHEH, NOT TRUE, OKAY! HAIYOOOO. .__________." &THANKYOU RUSSELL, you sure're one retard. EH, BE HONOURED LAAH. YOUR RETARDED STYLE OF SPEAKING.
THANKYOU, to those, who helped making me happy whether genuinely or not, and those i know who cared for me. I LOVE YOU GUYS, REALLY!:D
Many things happened today. I broke down, and i guess quite a lot others did, too. IM GONNA DEDICATE THE NEXT ENTRY, TO MY DEAREST, 3SYNERGIANS. you can choose not to read the next entry, if you want to. It's not going to be a pretty entry, either.
anyway, it rained durng F&N (arnd 10.10am)! and i kinda applauded, inside, because im like concentrating on my Meal analysis. Meal analysis is sorta cute luh. Like, checking whether the meal have too much of ________, and lack in _________,and write a sentence or two for it. HAHA!
YAY, im loving my elective, what about you?!;)
Im starting to get how MR LAMEMO teaches. Which is sorta achievement luh! The way he teach ah, is SOMEWHAT like MRS VIOLET. slideshows, slideshows and more slideshows. ... and, for like the very first time, im like concentrating in MR LAMEMO's class. ACHIEVEMENT SEHHH!:D
hoho, MR LAMEMO, actually can mingle his way through with BRANDEN AND WENPIN, in class, y'know! HOW COOL IS THAT LAH!:D
JANE! WE SHALL GO MACS TOGETHER SOMEDAY! I WANT THAT SPONGEBOB TOY, SO BADLY! WE SHALL GET THAT TOY TOGETHER GETHER, ALRIGHTS?!
OH, DID YOU KNOW? that it hurts so much, just to convince myself and all that jazz? it's bleeding so hard, that i can only feel the numbness that's within. OH, YOU JUST DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL. You just don't know what it takes to make myself walk out of it, and to take it in stride, and to put on a brave front to face the world, and yet knowing that you're bleeding deep inside.
ah, pure madness, i'd say. kay, shall start on my next entry already! BYE, CHECKBACKAGAIN, LEAVEATAG,TILLAGAIN-
OH HECK WITH IT! Im like THHHHIIIIIISSSSSSSSS PISSED LUH!
if YOU want to find some scapegoat for the bloody fire extinguisher thing, please, go and find some other levels/steams/CLASS. WE'RE NOT YOUR BLOODY PUNCHBAGS THAT WHENEVER YOU FEEL LIKE IT, YOU HAPPILY COME UP TO THE THIRD FLOOR AND RANT AND RAVE AT OUR FACES, WHEN WE ARE ALL SO INNOCENTLY DOING OUR HOMEWORK. ohplease, just because of one or two mistake that a few of us have commited doesnt means that the whole class is hopeless, you pea-brain! So what if we aren't the cream of the crop? So what if we are being the minority that you just simply cannot adore? So what if we are being notorious, being the ones giving teachers' trouble? THAT DOES NOT MEAN THAT WE ARE CRIME-COMMITERS. YOU CHICKEN-PIE!
C'MON LAAH! the whole world knows that you're just BIASEDagainst us. WHO DOESNT KNOW THAT?! We aren't doing any wrong, we're STUDYING, for goodness' sake! YOU are just another worker for the school, being paid to work in the school. But you're making people think that your work is tough by having sucha long job title next to your name. OMG, that's like, soo much of authority, eh?! BLOODY HELL, THINK WE'RE SOME PUSHOVERS, HNR?! BLOODY CHICKEN PIE. I'd just have to switch off the lights, and there! I CAN SEE YOU NO MORE! PPFFFFFFFFFFTTTTTTT!
Day was somewhat ruined by BENARD during IS. Sihui was like, "be careful of what you wish for!" cus' i said smth like, HE better read my blog or smth. &prolly because of the next line, to the one that she's talking about, kinda made me "trimmed" the entry, a hell lot, alr. "cus' you just might get it all"'s the next line.
its another mundane monday life, do you wanna hear about it?! i dont think so, eh?! D:
OHGREAT. There's BFC tmrw! CATCH ME AT AMK HUB AFTER SCHOOL, OKAY?! promised(: waaah. i wanna go there so badly now! cus' i wanna see my hotguy at TYP in AMK HUB!:D i wanna go see him, and him serving me with Y. again!:D
anyway, Thanks Russell, Jonye, Clayton, Noelyn. YOU GUYS ARE LIKE MADDD TODAY LUH, PLS! (partly with the happy tree friends game, hurh?!) but still, THANKS. cus' you guys killed the emo/unhappy cells in me! THANKS!(:
ohyes; XINRUI! dont worry, so much okay?! Just do your best, I have faith in you and JIEYI, alrights? I know the both of you, will do your best! GO PRACTICE TOGETHER, OKAY?! motivate each other! REMEMBER! ITS THE FLAME! all the best! I trust that the both of you definately can pull it through without a finch!:D
HOHO, HAVE TO GET BACK TO SS. IM STILL STUCK AT SRILANKAAAAAA):< SOYEAH; CHECKBACKAGAIN,LEAVEATAG,TILLAGAIN-
280707) OUT with the section (without hid and jiaxin):<). Simpsons and Pool(:
Simpsons' good! and seriously funny! SPIDER-PIG!:D haha! and if i were to continue, im going to spoil you with every single detail! (:
POOL after that. It was then we all realised that RUSSELL ONG doesnt know how to play POOL at all! And, RUSSELL CHAN became his teacher, and taught him how to play! AND YEAH, THE RUSSELLS OWNS! :I
It was kinda a short day luh. I wonder why. It's like around 5+ went we left the pool place. Went back, and on the way, Eden was like psychoing Russell ong, whether he've gotten himself a girlfriend or not. I was not pardoned either. ... But Eden didnt just stop after ONG said NO. It was super funny, pls!
AND, SIHUI! I SWEAR I SAW HIM AT MARINA! TRUST ME!D: SO, is it good, or bad?
I think yesterday's the NDP preview or smth. There's lotsa police man/women along citylink and even in marina square. hellyeah, Policemen/women uniform looks damn cool! (: and there's also a lot, a lot, of people in red. --
Marina Bay, a place with a lot of grass! >:D
290707) HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WAI GONG (GRANDFATHER)! may you stay as cheerful as always, and keep healthy! STAY HEALTHY AND LIVE LONG!:D though, im going to see you later! haha!:D
The way i did, on friday, is like the way, i did durng some time ago, this year. The same kinda amount of air, the same way. A.sectionN. Surely, it brought back some memory.
It've became a very harsh moment, very harsh memory. Like a blade. That cuts through everything. The way it made me bleed, the way it hurts me. Thankyou, even though i hate the feeling being inflicted on me. Thankyou, for making me, to grow. Thankyou, for letting me know, what excellence is. Thankyou, for letting me know, how cruel the truth may be.
ALRIGHTT. shall get back to my long-overdued homework, before anyone sees me in the stupid homework-detention on wednesday!
im tired yet happy today. oh, dont mind me. i think im starting on something really stupid. must be Russell and the blackmailing job. It's tiring. hehs!:D
Oh, did i mention that tomorrow's wednesday, yet i have to report at 0830am?! YOU CAN IMAGINE HOW FED UP, I AM RIGHT NOW. I CAN CHEW ANYONE RIGHT NOW! PFFFFFFT!D:< (i have to go there, so early to set up my unit of my practical, how awesome. I need 30 minutes to set up my unit, man! ggggrrrrhhs):<)
THE HIGH NOTES ARE KILLING ME, MAN. &MY tears went dry. They were bland. No more bitter-sweet taste. NO MORE. i think ive cried so much that they've went bland. no more bitter-sweet. OH, DONT CALL ME A WEAKLING, UNLESS YOU'VE BEEN IN MY SHOES, AND SUFFERING ALL THE SHITS THAT IVE BEEN THROUGH.
THANKS,PEOPLE. im tired, and exhausted, and still happy!(: checkbackagain,leaveatag,TILLAGAIN-
im afraid when the photos comes, i'll prolly be in a huge hoohaaa of tears LIKE AGAIN. damn.
anyway, dont mind me. Im just going through what have happened for the past 6plus months. yes, all that good and bad, the expected and not, the disappointments and surprises and everything else.
MAYBE, it really made me grow, SOOOO MUCH. thank you. You must be feeling horrible, for having so many people hating you, yet it's all for a good cause. It must be horrible. THANKYOU.
ANYWAY, I needa go get ready for dinner, yes, this early, at grandmomsie's!:D
CHECK BACK AGAIN, LEAVEATAG, TILLAGAIN-
It's always times like these When I think of you And I wonder If you ever Think of me
I held my tongue, and hoped for the best. Hoped something like a miracle to appear. You came and emotions gushed in. I felt relieved. Thankyou. You always have this special/magical technique that never fails to make me feel better.
Thank you. I can hold it anymore. The exhaustion is getting over me. Its been a long day.
6months X days. HOW LONG, MORE, DO I HAVE TO WAIT?!
When are you coming back? Just when?! It's been 6 months and X days. &I MISSED YOU, A HELL LOT, SINCE THE LAST TIME I'VE SEEN YOU.
so, When are you coming back? When are you coming back? My dearest SUPERHERO.
&TO YOU. maybe, lets just keep it, the way it is, right now. Im happy with it. thank you, for always being there. YOU know that I love you, and I always do!
Came home, feeling real tired. ( &&&I didnt wake up on time, to see HG! D: ) Prolly due to the fact that, I have to walk a LONGER route, than usual. DUE TO THE ROAD-WORKS, EVERYWHERE. yes, EVERYWHERE!
&The workers downstairs are still doing their work NOW! HELLO?! IT'S 6.30PM! They worked like, from 8AM-7PM lah! -.-" AND,what else can i say, whenever you look at them, working, they'll be smiling. They seemed real happy, working at this LONG hours! (Not to mention that most of them are Bangladesh workers!)
haha, Sorry. But have to get it out, since the rubbles and grubbles are irritating me. ___________________________________________________ and yes, EVERYWHERE/EVERYONE IS CHANGING. Roads are going through road-works. People are changing. some for the better, yet some,I dont know. And, i've been forgeting things; The simplest, the basics and everything. I dont think anyone can save me. Since, I'm trying my best To forget everything, that onced happened. &maybe that's why I'm forgeting All the simplest, the basics and everything.
AND because I know. that everywhere and everyone's changing. And, YOU. Yeah, you changed. You've been changing, so quickly That I can't catch up. I can't catch up, it's real saddening to say: Im sorry,but I have to give it up.
I can only say, You're going at the speed of light. &the truth's is, im dead tired already. Give me a break, wont ya'?! Halt and spin in circles at the same spot And wait for me to catch up with You. You can run again, when i've caught up with You I promised!
NO, YOU DIDNT. You just went ahead, regardless of everything. And left me, alone, way behind. Just left me, alone, way behind. Tell me, that it's fair. TELL ME!
I'm breaking down already, Yet trying my best to catch up with you But You never stopped, nor tooked a break. You were speeding, at full blast. Why?!Why wont You stop or slow down, for me?! Why wont You stop or slow down, for me?!
"You're real selfish and mean!" Is all that I can scream, From where I am, to You. & the truth is, Im dead tired already. I am dead tired already.
Sorry,I give up. That makes me sound like a real weakling. But, hell. It's entirely your fault. It's entirely your fault. &Im not going to go crying and wailing, Because of You. Not going to go crying and wailing, Because of You. ____________________________________________ Sorry readers. I just have to get it out. It's pressing and suffocating me. Usually, I'll get it down in my own personal Lecture pad. But, I'm equally clueless why, I've chosen to get it down here.
It sure is depressing, for me, and for everyone. I'm sorry. But,I hate to say, it's choking me up.
Readers?! Does anyone, really visits this blog and read the entries in it?! I do have my doubts, but, still. Thankyou, for reading&visiting.
No, im not suicidal. Im not like Russell. HEHS. With Sectionals, that promotes SECTIONAL VIOLENCE. (:
Anyway, Thank you for coming here and all. The sky's pink!&It's really random. Please check back again, Tillagain-
This tops everything!:D THANKYOU,fat JONATHAN, FOR THE CHOCOLATE FROM MELBORNE!:D although i know you most prolly wont read this and all. But still. Thanks!:D (TYVM!:D)
and because, it's dark chocolate. that's this' being posted, right at the top!:D
anyway, I swear the Murtabak, at XXXXXXX is damn huge. Anddd. Someone, ahems. IS AFRAID of CATS. yeahh. those cute lil' furry things. S:
OH!; HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEONARD! You thick-skinned birthday boy!:D May all the best be with you. Stay happy and cheerful always. Have good health and live long! OH. before i forget, be less thick-skin!:D (okay. the sentence structure's a tad too weird. but, i dont seem to find the right way to phrase it. ): )
&&&Leonard reminds me of Pearson. if you'll remember. He's the guy, who scared me, in the night at Pahang. D: why Pearson?! cus' i want a present from him, since he's overseas!:D
&, Everybody's either away for camps or overseas. "oh, she's away at some camp." "church camp." "ohh. overseas." "uh. XXXX camp, i think."): cus' it seems that im the only one without any camps to go for, and the only one not going overseas. D:
y'see. MANY people are going overseas. I ALSO WANT TO GOOOOO! D'; SEETEE, JANE! I WANT PRESENT(from KL!):D
hmms. Sg rhapsody's stuck in my head. i<3bar 33, really! hahaha! That was soo random!:D
It's disgusting, aint it?! the things you've done and not done. PLEASE. We've not offended you, in any way. We just want you to EXCEL. What have we done wrong, to get all this shitcraps that you've given us?! If you think,that's fair. Tell me. I'll make sure that you feel the fairness in this whole ordeal. And, if you think that it's fun. omg, please, do tell me. you psycho-pervert. I'll definately do it better, just for you. Please. We dont deserve this, we just dont deserve this. We just dont deserve all this shitcraps. We just dont deserve it all.
i had a PAINT-filled afternoon, in school. HAHAHA! class decor stuffs. &&i have a one-of-a-kind pair of shoes now. :D
then, i went to interc. to look for my gelatin-sheet for the Panna Cotta that im going to make sooooon. and my mum was like: "You sure you want to make Panna Cotta?! Not nice, you shall finish it yourself. " ... haven't even start to make, she've already condemmed my going-to-be Panna Cotta. I:
kwakwakwa, bye people. i've to go. check back again, since i've promised to blog more. HAHA, my signature closing line for each entry!:D TILLAGAIN-
SUPERHERO! will I be able to see you there?! It's been so long since i've last seen you! i missed you quite terribly. will you be there, asking me for a dance that'll last forever?!
THANK YOU, BLOGGER.COM you know, i smiled when i see the box, where the link to edit page and all is up, in the old, usual way.
anywaaay, got maths paper first. D: ONE MORE MARK, ONE MORE MARK! Miss chiaaa! Let me pass! please! D: andd the paper smells of cigerette puffs. the smelly thing that comes out as a puff when people smokes. SIALAH. contraband ones, bodoh' ;D
POA, was shitty. some crap waaay down in the gutter. i rememebered talking/blogging about POA paper, eh? hehs-
I PASSED PHYSICS, Y'KNOW?! -jumps around, screaming everywhere, smiling like a psycho- not passing with flying colours, but still. PASSSS!:D
SIHUI! dont malu lah. i wont tell the world, but i'll blog about it. (: I mean, its so you. Who ask that flying insect to go to you? i actually pity the insect though. It's so innocent, yet have to face your screamings. hurhur. kaylah, shant elaborate. (:
3S07' CLASS PHOTOSHOOT. was funny, like HAHAHA(and you cant even stand/sit straight)! V-.-V + X. BAND PHOTOSHOOT, TMRW. :D photoshoot's the only moment to findhave everyone, smiling, whether genuinely or not.
[edit] Its so nice seeing you guys again! esp, you! mel!:D [/edit]
crazy, psycho and all. thank you, readers. im done for the day. check back again, tillagain-
and i seriously dont care about what you'll think of me, anymore. not anymore, my dear. i dont care anymore.i do not want to be all emotional about all this crap anymore. I do not even want to know how you feel about me. Go ahead. bitch about me. it's perfectly alright with me. And especially when i've finally gotten back the old me. the one that enjoys life like crazy. sorry. i wont want to lose that again, just because of all this crap. For the last time, i seriously dont care about what you think and how you feel about me. Im done with all this crap. and, Thank you very much.
bye bye, babyboy. you've been all grown up. so quickly, before i can even realise it. bye, babyboy. you've gotten yourselves wings. Go ahead, soar with it. i know you have to. bye, babyboy. you know, i'll always miss you. bye, babyboy.
#^&=;(=!@^@#!^*^&(&^!@=^)@#$^* [edit] Out with the usuals(only 3 usuals went) +clayton, jonye, jomin and huiting right after my ultrascan.
Ultrascan's kinda okay. Minus the part where i have to drink a lot of water and there's nothing for me to do but to watch the teevee there. bored. watch sesame street. drink water. cold. and being very bloated with water. can imagine huh?!
OHOHOH! Elmo's a left-hander! Y'know when Elmo's world starts on Sesame street, there's this opening where a red furry hand/paw, writes "Elmo's world" ? that is a left furry hand/paw!:D Bet ya didnt know that elmo's a left hand/paw-er. :D:D:D
Bowling with the people. It's a gutter thing, darling!:D &!, JOMIN THRASHED EVERYONE!:D &&,i am VERY fascinated with fat's psp game. killing monsters with that big yet stupid looking sword(?) hurhur.
And eunice and jonathan turned into some psycho hello-kitty fans instantly when they see the game on hello-kitty in Popular. IT'S RAVING MAD, I SAY! and jonathan! that tattoo, that one that you say that you have the whole hello-kitty's face on your butt. that one. is hot. like seriously! *vomits- hehhs~ and all that collectibles. siaoliao lah, at night. you watch out ah! since yours are like.. SO LIMITED EDITION. [/edit]
im trying my best. to forget all that i've once held so close, so dearly. bye, darling boy. it's over. the show's over. and life still goes on. tillagain-
HELLO? MAY I SPEAK TO THE BLOGGER TEAM?! as usual. layout problem.
IT'S OVER screams like mad.jumps around like crazy.went around catching movies.threw irritating popcorn seeds on other people's heads, crunch nachos as loud as we can.shopped/shop like mad.drink like a fish.eat alot alot.club like mad.danced like crazy.shouts at people's faces.blast loud music on the stereo systems.get really really high on every little thing... and the list goes on! :D
lets talk about my last papers, huh? as usual, and i promise that this'll be the last!(: Maths paper one, was okay. F&N had killer essays and those i-hate-you kind of questions.
went out with sihui,rina and leeann. the F&N people, you see. hurhur. Leeann went to meet her friends and the rest of us went looking around. and, its like. HELLO?! i've just been there like, YESTERDAY? but, yeah. different people. different things happened. Got kinda tired and sleepy, so i went back home first.
and xuehanwenpin, im sure she'll like it. aiyoooo. with my help leh! hurhur.
and i just realised,its always me who help people with the presents that they are going to gift hanlyn. haha! Like the way, i did for her birthday, with zijian and eunice. LOL. so hanlyn, if you really really liked the present. MUST TELL ME HOR!:D
&&&&,I'm soo sorry. I couldnt make it on sunday. It's a family thing. im so sorry! i'll miss you when im there barbequeing the c.wings and will be thinking: oh. happy birthday, hanlyn. this c.wing is... not for you. HAHAHAHA!:)
OKAY, here goes: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, SONG. !! may all the best be with you. stay happy and NOT EMO(for god's sake, please?!). Have good health and live long!
will you be there, that night? will you be there, patting my shoulders and say: hello. and goodluck? will you be there, being the host of the night again? will you be there, all dressed up? will you be there, with lights and camera, screaming: hello?! im ready for taking pictures with you! ? will you be there, enjoying every moment of the night? will you be there, will you be there?!
im going DEAF soon. RADIO outside (at the living room) at volume 15/16, TEEVEE in the room, opposite mine, at volume 5/6, ANGSTY MUSIC in my room, at volume 4. EEW. the radio CAN STILL BE HEARD even if i close my door. D:
MY MUM FOUND MY LIBRARY BOOK! hehs! im like.. soooo GLAD lah. though the book's waay too overdued.
Vans Amber: i may dislike you for some reasons. But i totally adored you today when you talked to me, about my knee and all. you'll like the Vans Amber that i knew 2 years back. Why can't you just stay like this, for now and the future?
im tired. and its only monday. its a monday thing, i suppose? tillagain-
hey. im getting along/alone fine. what about you? to think that i still go and check on the things that's related to you and check on you. maybe i should stop doing that, too. &&& that was VERY KIND of you to say that.
HELLO, LOVE! i've lost my voice since last night. no idea why. ): and its so bad that i cant even talk properly and people cant hear me properly. THAT bad. Branden: eh, Cheryl! your voice! waaa. sexy sia. WTH! and i've decided to go to school on monday with a piece of paper that writes: I'VE LOST MY VOICE; YOU CAN STILL TALK TO ME. ITS JUST THAT I CAN'T REALLY REPLY YOU. (only when my voice still dont recovers by monday.)
SS supplementary class in the morning. uh, not that bad. its just that almost all gates and grilles are locked. have to take the long way to class. Teacher taught a lot, in one and a half hour though. And i think i got the whole idea of the way to answer the questions for ss in the exams. hurhur.
Aesthestic excursion after that. went to meet with the people before going. walked around, cam-whored a lot with Eunice darling and then went to the National Library for the show; Blithe Spirit. oooh. why cant they build those escalator like those found in shopping centres? The way to my seat have killed me lah. WL. Blithe Spirit is so damn hilarious, i tell you. The way they express themselves is awesome and the english they spoke was oh-so-fab. im like promoting things like that. but still. awesome(: Dinner-ed at Bugis with the same people. Had Yoshinoya with Eunicedarling. Had talks and thoughts about the guys we know. nope. not those lovey-dovey stuffs but about they way they talk and express themselves and all. :D Went walking around and then, have Sihui and Eunice to walk me to the Mrt because i dont really know the way around and all. LOL. Thanks, yeah?:D
A very long day, out. i must say.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHIRLEY! may all the best be with you, ace your subjs. and all. stay pretty and happy!:D
im tired and emo. dont believe? go ask my boss! hehs!:D
tillagain- (: if you feel that it's weird, im telling you now, it hurts me to do that. if you feel that it's weird, im telling you now, its your fault. if you feel that it's weird, im telling you now, MAKE THINGS BETTER, BETTER THAN BEFORE!
TAGREPLIES: hanlyn> umm. hahaha! you go tell her lor! see what she'll say. :D:D sihui!> hahaha. surething. Boss would be happy to hear from you!(: Cherylseow> yay. thanks!:D eunice> yups. i do have my emo-shitty times tooooo!D:
$^#&**(#@$%^&#@!(#@!% WLWLWLWLWL! I have just finish an awfully nice entry and then.. INTERNET'S HAVING SOME ERROR. and then, POOF. THERE GOES MY WINDOWS! grhhhhh. #%^%$&%^* now i'll have to re-do everything again. D:
SIHUI THREW A CHOCOLATE BECAUSE THERE'S A BUG ON HER ARM! omg. you should have seen! EVERYBODY, in fact should seee! and you just cant imagine how hard, i was laughing there. i should have video-ed it down and put it on Youtube lah! omg. Sihui ah, Sihui. Only you can do that, man. :D It was so HILARIOUS lah. omg. kay. i'll stop, i'll stop. Before BOSS;laoda come hunting me down. hurhur!:D
HUILIAN/CHERYL: JIAYOUs! Its gonna be over soooooon! Give it your best these few days, alrights? Stay awesome! i've seen you guys practice! it's really really nice and all!:D Just make it your best on monday, alrights? YOU GUYS SHALL COME BACK WITH A VICTORIOUS SMILE, TELLING THE WORLD THAT YOU'LL HAVE ATTAINED A GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR THE SCHOOL, ALRIGHTS?! goodlucks! all the luck in the world!(: remember! THE STAGE IS YOURS~!
ohkay. had chemistry remedial and chemistry class with treacle lemon today! like finally~~~ hahaha. she went for some operation and then a relief teacher came. OMG. that relief teacher is horror,man. :S\
thanks alot, alot, Russell. i always love the 3RDS. no matter what!:D thanks bundles, heaps and truckloads. lol(:
ohgreat. have to go already. -scrolls up and checks- EH, NOT BAD. quite long. CHEHHH. HAHAHA. okayokay. BYEBYE.
[Ignore this part. emo-shyts coming through] It's like fire, dying away. tell me, is it my fault? tell me, if i've done wrong. It's like heroes to zeroes. we're worse than strangers, to me. oh, bestie. i dont wish to lose you. because i still love you, you see. i dont wanna be like the other friends that goes, HIIII and walks away. because you're my bestest bestie, ever. you're my bestest, i swear. can things be like the times, where the fire's burning so wild and free. can we?!
