IM SORRY, LIKE SERIOUSLY.

It took me quite a while, to generate and to sort it all out.
&If we were to do that "letter-writing-because-im-sorry" again, like we did on last friday, i will have to write to the whole class, trust me.

IM SORRY, that it've been some time.
I know, im in the wrong, to treat you so unkindly, and with such hostility.
But, im still going to say it here, no matter how ugly it may seem.

I just hate the way that you ALWAYS INTERUPT ME WHEN IM SPEAKING TO SOMEBODY. You're pissing me off, whenever you does that.
Yes, we may be drifting apart. And, maybe its just because, i've spent more time with THEM than you. I have been there, with THEM through the darkest period of the year. (I've been spending more time with them, nowadays, then with my usual circle of friends, you may realise.) I know you wanted to be with us, but something, someone, somehow disallowed your presence. I know. that's not what you wanted. But, really, if you were to be there, i doubt our relationship will improve. Pherhaps, it'll continue to drift even more.
Please, dont blame me. Because of this problem of yours, and me, personally, disliking the way you are, have turned everything sour.

I dont hate you, really. It's been 2years plus. Anyone would be fed up if they were me. I dont blame you, really. Its not your fault. Its just the way you are, and no one can change you, as everyone is unique. Each and everyone is unique,i choose to believe that. I DONT BLAME YOU, REALLY, AND I DONT EXPECT ANYTHING, SERIOUSLY.
Let's keep things in the distance, shall we?

OHYEAH, the part where i mentioned that i'll have to apologise to everyone?
HAHA, here goes:

IM SORRY, to everyone in 3SYNERGY, because Cheryl have been sucha fake. Its not the real Cheryl that you see, nowadays, in school. Please, do not give up on her. I know that she's already trying her best to find the real HER back.
PLEASE, DO GIVE HER SOME TIME, WHERE SHE CAN GET HERSELF BACK, AND WORK IT WITH YOU GUYS.

IM SORRY, to everyone that have been in contact with me, nowadays, too. I have been putting up huge, yet fake smiles to everyone, acting as if im really happy when im not and is trying to make it as though im happy to please everyone.
IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT ALREADY. IM SORRY.

&im not going to break down for anything. Im going to be strong, as to get back the real CHERYL back into ACTION. Thank you, PEOPLEFROMB., you guys have been real awesome. I dont know why, but you people sure know the way to make me laugh(geninuely,from the inside) so hard that it hurts like hell, and sure know how to make me happy (genuinely).

OHYEAH,I hafta thank my SECTION too. They're one awesome lot of people, i know.
esp. XINRUI AND JIEYI with their non-stop hits of the talking of me and russell.
EHEHEH, NOT TRUE, OKAY! HAIYOOOO.
.__________."
&THANKYOU RUSSELL, you sure're one retard.
EH, BE HONOURED LAAH. YOUR RETARDED STYLE OF SPEAKING.

THANKYOU, to those, who helped making me happy whether genuinely or not, and those i know who cared for me. I LOVE YOU GUYS, REALLY!:D

thankyou,
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