Came home, feeling real tired.
( &&&I didnt wake up on time, to see HG! D: )
Prolly due to the fact that, I have to walk a LONGER route, than usual.
DUE TO THE ROAD-WORKS, EVERYWHERE.
yes, EVERYWHERE!

&The workers downstairs are still doing their work NOW!
HELLO?! IT'S 6.30PM!
They worked like, from 8AM-7PM lah!
-.-"
AND,what else can i say, whenever you look at them, working, they'll be smiling.
They seemed real happy, working at this LONG hours!
(Not to mention that most of them are Bangladesh workers!)

haha, Sorry. But have to get it out, since the rubbles and grubbles are irritating me.
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and yes,
EVERYWHERE/EVERYONE IS CHANGING.
Roads are going through road-works.
People are changing. some for the better, yet some,I dont know.
And, i've been forgeting things;
The simplest, the basics and everything.
I dont think anyone can save me.
Since, I'm trying my best
To forget everything, that onced happened.
&maybe that's why I'm forgeting
All the simplest, the basics and everything.

AND because I know. that everywhere and everyone's changing.
And, YOU. Yeah, you changed.
You've been changing, so quickly
That I can't catch up.
I can't catch up, it's real saddening to say:
Im sorry,but I have to give it up.

I can only say,
You're going at the speed of light.
&the truth's is, im dead tired already.
Give me a break, wont ya'?!
Halt and spin in circles at the same spot
And wait for me to catch up with You.
You can run again, when i've caught up with You
I promised!

NO, YOU DIDNT.
You just went ahead, regardless of everything.
And left me, alone, way behind.
Just left me, alone, way behind.
Tell me, that it's fair.
TELL ME!

I'm breaking down already,
Yet trying my best to catch up with you
But You never stopped, nor tooked a break.
You were speeding, at full blast.
Why?!Why wont You stop or slow down, for me?!
Why wont You stop or slow down, for me?!

"You're real selfish and mean!"
Is all that I can scream,
From where I am, to You.
& the truth is, Im dead tired already.
I am dead tired already.

Sorry,I give up.
That makes me sound like a real weakling.
But, hell. It's entirely your fault.
It's entirely your fault.
&Im not going to go crying and wailing,
Because of You.
Not going to go crying and wailing,
Because of You.
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Sorry readers. I just have to get it out.
It's pressing and suffocating me.
Usually, I'll get it down in my own personal Lecture pad.
But, I'm equally clueless why, I've chosen to get it down here.

It sure is depressing, for me, and for everyone.
I'm sorry. But,I hate to say, it's choking me up.

Readers?!
Does anyone, really visits this blog and read the entries in it?!
I do have my doubts, but, still.
Thankyou, for reading&visiting.

No, im not suicidal.
Im not like Russell. HEHS.
With Sectionals, that promotes SECTIONAL VIOLENCE.
(:

Anyway,
Thank you for coming here and all.
The sky's pink!&It's really random.
Please check back again, Tillagain-

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